My Week: Mental Strength & Letting Go | almamyrtle.com

Anyway…

I was asked by divine guidance to let go & cease control over a situation that was already a mess to begin with. Well, with reluctance I let go & things turned out better than my fears had envisioned.

You see, I was faced with a lot of misunderstanding from my friends, which always sucks but Im getting used to it, plus the love that is between us weighs far more than a few confusing thoughts. And anyway, it's always nice to have them see that I was right all along. And even if I’m not right, the love that they have for me allows me to forgive myself for being wrong : ).

I was reminded of how strong I am mentally & physically. For instance, I often wonder if I’m truly built to carry certain things (I walked 13 blocks carrying a folded bed frame yesterday). No need to worry about me doing that. I had a lot of thinking to do, plus the 4 guys who offered to help didn't feel safe to me. Im fine now. : )

I also wondered if Im truly strong enough in my physical body to handle the diseases that I pick up on in other people, especially when that person is fighting with me in some way.

Lots of exhausting self-reflection …

Im so glad that week is over.

God is good.

Sending love to you all!