When You Live Your Truth It's For You: Self-Validation & Trusting The Vibration Of Your Soul

1 very big lesson that my life has taught me(and continues to teach me) is that the key to being seen, "seen" as in you see my spirit first, past my physical appearance, is to live truthfully & to keep speaking the truth...even when the crowd grows silent.

When I was little, I would always think

"How will people see me? They don't have it right & now Im here in this world & I have a bunch of lessons to learn. How will this life not burden me to death before I grow into an adult? Will I live past 23? Why don't adults understand me? Some people can see me, but most people don't really see me. I have to speak & write. That's what I know."

I'd tell the truth & get told that I was lying. Or I'd avoid someone or a situation & get told that I was "being mean". I grew up very confused about why the truth created such a problem. I felt as though I was a mistake in creation. I felt as though God put me here without thinking about it. I felt separate from my body because I was always just above my head & next to my body.

I'd go into deep thought & prayer about how to live this life without feeling the painful dichotomy expanding within my core. I knew I had to raise myself in ways that no one around me really knew how. So I did. And it was very hard for me but now I see that I did a pretty good job.

When I got older & started living on my own, a sense of relief & truth came over me. I started to once again speak up & out. It wasn't always easy but when I look back, I don't regret being myself & speaking truthfully. When I look back, I realize that because of my voice, my life was saved many, many times by me.

I thank myself daily but...I also ask myself if I will be strong enough to confidently say "I prayed for it" when someone asks how something so great came into my life. Not everyone likes to hear that, you know?

Keep living in your truth. Express your love & know that it will all make sense one day. Love you. <3